down with sore throat and a little block nose

went to watch Transformers yesterday

really very nice..

alot more funny stuff..

can’t wait to watchThe proposal

been waiting for a Sandra Bullock movie for ages

mom is coming back on Tue!

can’t wait to see her:)

though i have to thank my friends for accompanying me as much as they could

especially ting n joyce for the stayover, Mahjong and

watching Bride Wars twice in a row

i slept at 5am and woke up at 8 plus on sat

i slept at 5.30am and woke up at 12pm today

i think i’m lagging in time

Home Alone 4

i miss my mommy

i know i sound like a kid..

but well..

i am always my mother’s kid

i realised that i know how to use the washing machine,

i know how to take down n keep my clothes

wash my own garments

pack my own breakfast

but i can’t..

sleep knowing that my mother is not next door

and that i am

home alone

you have never watched Titantic?

LMAO!

thats why i love Fridays!

SS501 Asia Tour

I hope they come to Singapore!

Praying hard!

i love Fridays

i love fridays with the D girls

they always make me more relax and happy

not to mention

feeling like my job is actually great compared to theirs

but..

everyday is not friday

and monday always comes..making me feel like this job is not worth staying for all over again

i cant let go of my children the ones that were with me since last year

i enjoy having all my nice parents

i love some of my colleagues

i keep asking myself, for this one person, isit worth leaving the job?

no its not..but..

she’s the branch director..the source of all my stress

what can i do?fire her?let her talk her way out of it again..

a note for you

i am really tired of working for you

you have no idea how much i wish to be a very good teacher

but i really dunno how you want me to be patient with 25 plus 2 more pending children

when parents who have 1 child can barely be patient enough

on top of that, they are not my children

i have my limitations

every child needs a good role model..

so do i..

to you, i’m just a hot tempered little girl..

to me..you are that hot tempered little girl

cos you want everything your way

you don’t spare a thought for the child who needs more attention

the parent who needs me to talk to their child more

you only want your business to prosper

at the age of 21

i can tell you money cannot buy the smile on a child’s face

at the age of 45

and with more experience in the child care field

did you or perhaps you forgot

the real meaning of childhood education?

if you don’t love my children , please don’t destroy their future

no matter how firm i am to them..

at least i am confident

i love them and they also love me

but, i need to find a better role model out there

who will not kill my passion

i just realised i only have words in my blog

so the easiest way was to put videos of my fav songs

these are the Top 7 lol

SS501

SHE

Spice Girls

Steps

Selena

Shania Twain

S Club 7

ok i think by now you see the link..they are all ‘S’ and it is coincidental

i have other favourites like the corrs, bardot, whitney housten, leann rimes etc

i’ll post the videos when i am bored:)haha

inner fight

my blog is turning into a place to rant about work..

moral is really low at work..and my boss still thinks her teachers are doing fine

she thinks too highly of us..

as a person, she is nice

as a boss, she really suck..

she gives me the feeling that she is spoilt and wants everything her way

being boss doesnt make it better

it gives her the authority to do so.

“you got 1 chi teacher and 2 assistants, you should not be the one complaining about heavy workload”

how is that suppose to help?

how is it suppose to help me when she expects

all 25 to be toilet trained by this year

i still have to do everything that has to be done for the 25

gives me 1 new child every month?i already have 2 coming in soon

26!?do i look like a machine to you?giving me more assistants also means i have to manage them, teach them..

it should be quite obvious by now that teaching an adult is more difficult than teaching a child.

i’m not the worse case but take a look around

everyone is experiencing the worse already..

nothing is enough to you..you keep expecting from the teachers but we..

get nothing from you but more work

your motto:play hard work hard

it seems like ‘play hard work harder’ to me

and i would prefer work hard then play hard not the other way round.

i used to be a teacher who can barely raise my voice..now i’m the loudest

i love my children..definitely more than you..cos you love your business more

you may not believe if i tell you now..but you are the one on the losing end.

cause its your team that your are tearing apart.

i will leave eventually, and i am sorry to my parents and my lovely children

cause they are the ones who kept me holding on for so long

NOT YOU.

The Call- Regina Skeptor

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
’Til it was a battle cry
I’ll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything’s changing
Doesn’t mean it’s never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You’ll come back when it’s over
No need to say goodbye

You’ll come back when it’s over
No need to say goodbye

Now we’re back to the beginning
It’s just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can’t feel it too
Doesn’t mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
’Til they’re before your eyes
You’ll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

You’ll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

there is a reason y i dun like frienster anymore

no.1 facebook is more addictive

no.2

i get messages like this:

what’s up, i hope I’m not annoying you, but I found you’re profile in the search and you seem cool I guess I don’t have much info on my profile here but u can check out my other page if you wanna know more,http://www.date-o-pit.net/?id=… ldwin (my name over there is alexisbaldwin). it’d be cool if we could chat sometime :>alright cutie, hope to talk to u soon,

Dwayne King

i’m sorry, it sounds annoying to me

and don’t call me CUTIE

i think i prefer Asians thank you

its just a preference

how close are dreams to reality?

dreams come true..

i don’t want my dreams to come true!

i’m talking about the dreams that you have when you sleep..

for the past 3 nights..

i’ve been having nightmares..

it just got worse every night..

till i woke up crying today..

on the 1st night,

i dreamt of a guy i liked getting back with his ex..

he was hovering in my dream All the time..

thats what is irritaing..and thing is, i haven seen him for quite some time..

the feelings WERE fading..now what?

2nd night, i rmb vaguely bringing 3 of my chidcare kids who could not find their parents..

looking for them in my neighbourhood

the scary thing is my neighbourhood, which was always safe, had many traces of people who once

did black magic, who are trying to capture some soul of a ghost.

it was a really dark and eerie dream..

3rd night, this was the worse

i dreamt i was with a sec sch friend whom i barely contacted now..we were looking for one of my poly friend

the world was infected with some kind of virus that could not be cured

on the way, we had to visit a funeral of 2 strangers who died of the virus

that was when i found my friend..

the place was brightly lit..but it is definitely like hell

i was on a highest level, there were long tubes hanging from across

it was like decorations in a shopping centre..except..inside those tubes..about more than 10 of them

were dead people..all wrapped in transparent bag, placed there, waiting to be cremated

then at the 1st level..i saw many transparent coffins..big ones, small ones..

all occupied with people..they were all still alive..

but the situation of the virus is that, you cant be cured and u will spread the disease

so if you get it, please be automatic and go lie there to await your death..

it was really scary for me looking down at the dead people..but how is the feeling of looking up at the dead people in the coffin?i cannot imagine

what woke me up in tears wasnt that i found my friend climbing into one of the coffins, cos she seemed fine

but it was when i saw one of my own kid crying as he climbed into one small coffin on his own

i totally broke down, i was shouting for him from upstairs and when he saw me, he jus cried louder and

tried to struggle..its like i couldnt save him..

i woke up immediately, not wanting to go back to sleep to see what happens next.

does my dream sound funny to you?

i definitely am not laughing..cos the possibility of all these coming true is not zero

the 1st and 2nd is ntg to me..its the 3rd dream

virus that cannot be cured..i would rather die with the world when the world ends

than to see people i love die one by one..especially a child so young

i’m not superstitious but i heard that if i say out the dream, i will break it

i’m not taking any chances here..sorry i know this is a long post

it was a long dream, and i hope dreams like this don’t come true