empty talks

there is just so much empty talk in my life nowadays..

from ppl n even from me..

i jus met up with my best friends..

conclusion?i dun think i wanna see them anytime soon..

i’m sure it was obvious how much a torture i was enduring..

makes me sick to think of how after so long..

they missed the point of meeting up..

its just so fuck!

u mean u nv tot of it BEFORE meeting?

u really are too lost in your new world arent you?

don’t get me wrong, i’m happy for you both..

i’m still wondering if your change is good or bad..

just call me when the honeymoon period is over..

i have 2 sec sch besties..not 4..

i think thats clear enough..

no need to say more..

its just like flying back to 6yrs ago when i felt the same feeling.

y did i let it happen again..

shud have just left there n then..

come to me only when u need help..
thats the only reason i'm here 4..
if its not..y do i keep feeling that way?