I’m finally 21!
then again..what’s the excitement?haha
i’m just getting older-_-
nevertheless, i enjoyed my birthday..
i celebrated it with all my closed friends and families(the good old sec sch ones, raine n tiff, my mother, my beloved poly mates)
the down side was, i didnt get to celebrate with ambience n TripleS friends..
but i did receivedd well wishes from them too!:)
i was down with a cold and cough during that period so all the good food i ate..went down the drain..
for Teacher’s Day, i received many many many presents!i feel so loved by the children:)
above all the great news, i announce that i have found a new job. it pays me higher and i am interested in challenging myself with a curriculum that actually suits children more. hopefully, i will be able to get opportunities to further study as well as gain more knowledge and experience. (throw the unwanted shouts and screams away)
the sad news is, i will be tendering my current job tml.
yes, i am sad. i love the children, i love my colleagues and i have wonderful parents
but..i really cannot continue working in a business oriented environment where everything is for SHOW only. yes, i’m not business trained
but i understand that business is important, correct.
but more important that the children’s well being? teacher’s well being?
i have so much i wanna show but so little opportunity and time cos i’m not given any
i don’t even have enough time to hug all my children
they don’t even have more than 15mins to eat and i dun have a choice but to rush them.
i cannot help the children who cannot catch up with their work cos i am simply not an octopus
if i continue staying, i feel like i am a failure who cannot teach. i wasn’t born fierce and loud. it was my environment that caused me to be like that. and all i got as help was that every other centre in the world is the same.
i’m honestly disappointed with the mgt.
i need role models. but u r not
i have many things to say abt this but i will not
cos i am leaving with no regrets and no emotional baggage.
i have moved on so there is only one thing left for you to do
Just Face it.
Thank you for helping me raise my EQ
and getting to know so many nice parents and lovely children