nice new songs on my list

A person i wished i dreamed of more

the day before

i dreamt of Ah Ma..

its been quite some time since i dreamt of her

i guess i’ve been too busy in life to miss her

so i’m glad she came into my dreams

or else i would not have known i missed her so much

she looked more plump and healthy in my dreams

i hope she appears like this more often when i sleep

so then i can forget the day she looked when she passed on

i’m turning 22 this year

it will b the 2nd yr i celebrate my bday without her

i will nv forget my 20th bday..which i celebrated with her

@ her funeral…

cos i know she was with me..

n maybe..

just maybe..

she wanted to celebrate with me for once

I miss you Ah Ma:)

Happy Chinese New Year

will b visiting her this sat @ the temple

pls come and visit my dreams often..

*Ah ma only understand teo chew/hokkien n chinese><

i’m in no mood to plan lesson plans~~

so i went shopping with mummy:)

got my contact lenses..finally!

got myself a new pair of ear phones!

i love those bling bling! no!those are not from swarovski

they are from ALTEC..nv heard?yeah me too:D

i guess my skull candy headset and ear phones will only come after april

so for now..the bling bling is gd enough..

i think i may sell away one of the ear phones from skull candy

i also got a mini speaker..when i say mini..i mean it!

its only 32g! about half my index fingers..

mind you..i have SHORT fingers too!

CNY

i’ve gotten news that it might be postponed!!

NO!

i hope not, it wasn’t easy to get that leave

if she had spoken to me b4 rejecting the leave application online

i wouldn’t have to waste time writing a appeal!

enough of that

I love my mummy!:D

she bought me this dress for CNY

i LOVE LOVE it very much!

sometimes i hate typing

i hate the way words can cut across so deep

especially when they are meant to on purpose

in that split moment, the decision to type those words without thinking

can come with deadly consequences

i’ve not been through it

but i just experience it through a friend

i nv wanna have to go through it

but when typing has already proven that things won’t be solved so easily?

why not just meet in person?

if both are hurt..means both used to/have close relationships

so why continue to hurt like that?

when u can meet up and talk face to face

solve all the misunderstanding

since when women have ego?its not like men dun already have a BIG enough EGO..

we dun need that..

i wish both will actually meet up, add a little more sincerity, a little less pride

more affection..(what i mean is, give a hug or just hold her hand)

at least no matter how it had hurt, you will feel something more than just a white screen with empty words screaming back at you

i’m just curious..

what kind of apology do you prefer?isit from a friend who hurt you?or from someone who shamed you?

cos honestly, the latter will not be sincere at all

the person whom u r asking this apology from will think that you just want to get back your 面子

but from how i’ve read from your side, seems that your hurt isn’t like that but more from a friend..

so if its from a friend you still wanna keep, wouldn’t it be better to talk in person?

cos reading words with ntg more than jus anger only cuts deeper into the friendship doesn’t it?

did you really have the intention to forgive n forget at all?(this  ques is personally from me to you and maybe for this 2nd person as well)

i used to think you were really someone to learn from, i still think that way

i have also sincerely apologized (sadly thru email) about the fault i was in

but what upset me was, you seemed to just want an apology and ntg else 2 to with me anymore

so you left me hanging there..although we haven met for very long

n may not even b close

but the respect i had 4 you was there all along

for a person who claims to be always open and straight forward

i’m sorry i really don’t get you at all

( i just needed to rant, this issue has been on my mind since the day it started)

its been a LOOONG time

its been vey long since i blogged!

i’ve been really busy

so a short update

i came back from HK last month

(yes, i went to SS501 concert)

i guess the concert was much better..but…long story..

overall, i was pretty sad the whole trip

anyway, i’ve started working at little skool house @ mountbatten square

yeah yeah!i’m no longer a cherian!haha

ok i’m rushing to meet FC ppl now

things r getting a little complicated there

i wonder if its the dangerously high ratio of female population there!@@

oh well

will give a more detailed update next time..

btw, i’m going to KOREA next month!

burning holes in my own pocket!

My Taiwan trip

this post is gonna be short

everyone knows i went to Tw

to watch SS501 concert

i had a great time with the Fc girls and definitely will be planning more trips like that!

see below link or FB for my pics from the concert

the only sad thing is

i didn’t get to see S.H.E concert

but but but…

i’m sure i’ll see them very soon!

Link here:

http://s137.photobucket.com/albums/q211/priscilia_88/

just thinking too much

sometimes i wonder if there is a limit to the number of friends a person can have

when u feel like you have a lot of friends

at a point in time

some can seem to fade away

new ones will come in and take over

while firm ones stay right by your side

i know the close ones are enough

i guess its in my character

i just dun wanna lose any one person whom i call friend

because all of you mean something to me

ANNOUNCEMENT!

I forgot to mention

I AM GOING TO SEE

SS501

PERSONA CONCERT IN TAIPEI!

WOOHOO!

My friend is a barbarian

i’ve been so tired the whole week

preparing for my Taiwan trip:)

i’m elated!

the grp of us going together were booking flights and

searching for hotels overnight.

when its finally done,

it was already 3 to 4 am

when your good friends call you out for a small gathering

even if you are tired

you would oblige

and i did

but i regret it

after spending that few hours with them

i wished i nv went and had gone straight home to sleep instead

picture this

there was 3 big guys

ganging up to tie their friend down

and bashing/ tickling him (whatever it is..i was to disgusted to even see)

and mind you they are all good friends!

they didn’t pin him down once, not twice..but countless

and they think it’s so much fun!

its a mistake if they think it adds points to their ego or pride in front of girls

but well, they are proud of themselves

so who am i to judge them?

even if they know they go too far

their ego speaks louder than their concience

i am very hurt

becos i have always vouch for them in front of my other friends

but whats the point

they don’t see the meaning in me doing so..

n i dun do things that don’t get appreciated

so be it