the day before
i dreamt of Ah Ma..
its been quite some time since i dreamt of her
i guess i’ve been too busy in life to miss her
so i’m glad she came into my dreams
or else i would not have known i missed her so much
she looked more plump and healthy in my dreams
i hope she appears like this more often when i sleep
so then i can forget the day she looked when she passed on
i’m turning 22 this year
it will b the 2nd yr i celebrate my bday without her
i will nv forget my 20th bday..which i celebrated with her
@ her funeral…
cos i know she was with me..
n maybe..
just maybe..
she wanted to celebrate with me for once
I miss you Ah Ma:)
Happy Chinese New Year
will b visiting her this sat @ the temple
pls come and visit my dreams often..
*Ah ma only understand teo chew/hokkien n chinese><
so i went shopping with mummy:)
got my contact lenses..finally!
got myself a new pair of ear phones!
i love those bling bling! no!those are not from swarovski
they are from ALTEC..nv heard?yeah me too:D
i guess my skull candy headset and ear phones will only come after april
so for now..the bling bling is gd enough..
i think i may sell away one of the ear phones from skull candy
i also got a mini speaker..when i say mini..i mean it!
its only 32g! about half my index fingers..
mind you..i have SHORT fingers too!
i’ve gotten news that it might be postponed!!
NO!
i hope not, it wasn’t easy to get that leave
if she had spoken to me b4 rejecting the leave application online
i wouldn’t have to waste time writing a appeal!
enough of that
I love my mummy!:D
she bought me this dress for CNY
i LOVE LOVE it very much!
i hate the way words can cut across so deep
especially when they are meant to on purpose
in that split moment, the decision to type those words without thinking
can come with deadly consequences
i’ve not been through it
but i just experience it through a friend
i nv wanna have to go through it
but when typing has already proven that things won’t be solved so easily?
why not just meet in person?
if both are hurt..means both used to/have close relationships
so why continue to hurt like that?
when u can meet up and talk face to face
solve all the misunderstanding
since when women have ego?its not like men dun already have a BIG enough EGO..
we dun need that..
i wish both will actually meet up, add a little more sincerity, a little less pride
more affection..(what i mean is, give a hug or just hold her hand)
at least no matter how it had hurt, you will feel something more than just a white screen with empty words screaming back at you
i’m just curious..
what kind of apology do you prefer?isit from a friend who hurt you?or from someone who shamed you?
cos honestly, the latter will not be sincere at all
the person whom u r asking this apology from will think that you just want to get back your 面子
but from how i’ve read from your side, seems that your hurt isn’t like that but more from a friend..
so if its from a friend you still wanna keep, wouldn’t it be better to talk in person?
cos reading words with ntg more than jus anger only cuts deeper into the friendship doesn’t it?
did you really have the intention to forgive n forget at all?(this ques is personally from me to you and maybe for this 2nd person as well)
i used to think you were really someone to learn from, i still think that way
i have also sincerely apologized (sadly thru email) about the fault i was in
but what upset me was, you seemed to just want an apology and ntg else 2 to with me anymore
so you left me hanging there..although we haven met for very long
n may not even b close
but the respect i had 4 you was there all along
for a person who claims to be always open and straight forward
i’m sorry i really don’t get you at all
( i just needed to rant, this issue has been on my mind since the day it started)
its been vey long since i blogged!
i’ve been really busy
so a short update
i came back from HK last month
(yes, i went to SS501 concert)
i guess the concert was much better..but…long story..
overall, i was pretty sad the whole trip
anyway, i’ve started working at little skool house @ mountbatten square
yeah yeah!i’m no longer a cherian!haha
ok i’m rushing to meet FC ppl now
things r getting a little complicated there
i wonder if its the dangerously high ratio of female population there!@@
oh well
will give a more detailed update next time..
btw, i’m going to KOREA next month!
burning holes in my own pocket!
this post is gonna be short
everyone knows i went to Tw
to watch SS501 concert
i had a great time with the Fc girls and definitely will be planning more trips like that!
see below link or FB for my pics from the concert
the only sad thing is
i didn’t get to see S.H.E concert
but but but…
i’m sure i’ll see them very soon!
Link here:
http://s137.photobucket.com/albums/q211/priscilia_88/
sometimes i wonder if there is a limit to the number of friends a person can have
when u feel like you have a lot of friends
at a point in time
some can seem to fade away
new ones will come in and take over
while firm ones stay right by your side
i know the close ones are enough
i guess its in my character
i just dun wanna lose any one person whom i call friend
because all of you mean something to me


i’ve been so tired the whole week
preparing for my Taiwan trip:)
i’m elated!
the grp of us going together were booking flights and
searching for hotels overnight.
when its finally done,
it was already 3 to 4 am
when your good friends call you out for a small gathering
even if you are tired
you would oblige
and i did
but i regret it
after spending that few hours with them
i wished i nv went and had gone straight home to sleep instead
picture this
there was 3 big guys
ganging up to tie their friend down
and bashing/ tickling him (whatever it is..i was to disgusted to even see)
and mind you they are all good friends!
they didn’t pin him down once, not twice..but countless
and they think it’s so much fun!
its a mistake if they think it adds points to their ego or pride in front of girls
but well, they are proud of themselves
so who am i to judge them?
even if they know they go too far
their ego speaks louder than their concience
i am very hurt
becos i have always vouch for them in front of my other friends
but whats the point
they don’t see the meaning in me doing so..
n i dun do things that don’t get appreciated
so be it